Do What You’re Told, That’s Happiness

For all my life I was told what to do. What grades I needed to get, what type of occupation I should have and what schools to apply to. Both of my parents, whom I love with all my heart, immigrated to the United States in the 1960’s. For them, the only thing that mattered was education. That was their ticket out of a hectic turbulent political climate between China and Taiwan.

They were looking for a better future as we all are.

You can already guess that for my parents, raising my sister and I through the sole means of creating a better life for us was education. It was,

“know what you want to do by age 16”

(although that came down to being a doctor, lawyer, or engineer)

Everything else were lofty thoughts for broke entrepreneurs with no money, living pay check to pay check or filing for bankruptcy.

So what was my dream at an early age? Well funny enough I remember vividly that my first dream was to become a pilot (I was really into Top Gun). My parents both thought that was okay, which I found confusing because I thought I was supposed to argue in a room, write prescriptions or develop hardware…

Be an engineer, that’s your destiny

I believe that sort of dichotomy allowed me to bring a certain value with me as I grew up. Not always being tied to one way of thinking or doing, however it wasn’t all sun shines and rainbows. As I went through grade school and into high school I was terrible academically. Math was my worst subject so being an engineer wasn’t panning out well. I had a joy for science mostly biology, which would explain my affinity to powerlifting and yoga, and I did well in English.

The real problem was, I knew deep down inside my parents weren’t approving of how my academic level was pairing up to the children of their friends.

See that’s what asian parents default to, comparison.

They get invited to dinner and the first thing they do is look at the fridge door for Grace’s report card and look at all of the straight A’s. Well I was lucky if I ever got a B in any class, minus band and PE but do those count?

Music brings out emotions

What To Do Next

Fast forward to the end of high school, I was a C student and was accepted into Cal Poly Pomona as “undeclared”. For anyone who remembers that it means you had no idea in hell what you wanted to do for the next 3–5 years of your life, I sure as heck didn’t!

I had plans to declare computer engineering after my first year. Cal Poly Pomona is known for their engineering department and collaborations with N.A.S.A. My dad was an engineer, two of my uncles were engineers, I had two cousins that were engineers so…

Nail it into your head, don’t go against the status quo

At first I thought it was a great idea! I already showed interest in computers and technology at an early age receiving my CompTIA A+ certification for computer hardware at 17 and my Network+ certification at age 19. You would find me in the summer time at the Pomona Fairplex Computer Show scouring for the best deals on hardware so I could put together another awesome build for my friends in school. It was a hobby, still is but it doesn’t pay the bills.

Going to college and becoming someone you’re not gives you financial security right?

Who cares about happiness…

Right…???

Grow up, you’re not a child any longer. Find a job.

After Math

Year one of college was complete and I declared engineering as intended. During my second year I took upper division classes to get ahead and after fall quarter ended I was already doubting my decision. Math was never my strong suit, I was okay at Algebra and Stats but…

It wasn’t even the point of studying 100x harder so I could be an engineer. No, the take away here is I didn’t want to be an engineer.

That wasn’t my dream, it never was. I did it to make my parents proud…

Yet, a huge part of me knew at age 20 that taking advanced math and physics classes would make me not happy. The pain and headaches it brought me attempting to understand the principles behind it.

So what am I supposed to do now? Thankfully during my second year I took a GE class on critical thinking, Philosophy 202. It was there that my professor said these words,

“Engineers are BORN philosophers”

Vision boards, which path to take

I didn’t know what that meant at the time, but it provided me hope and a little assurance that perhaps Philosophy was my calling. At the end of spring semester and speaking to various professors in the philosophy department, I told my parents that I would be switching majors to philosophy with an emphasis on law and society (if I wasn’t an engineer it’s either lawyer or doctor right?).

The education I was provided through philosophy was more of a spiritual and mental journey. I had to so many questions…

Why did my parents always compare me to other kids

Why was it impossible to ever speak to my parents about my feelings

Does money truly bring you happiness

Who am I

Finding yourself through the waves of external projection

What RX and Seniors Taught Me

In the end it set me back another two years from the standard 4 year track many high school kids are familiar with. During college I worked part time delivering prescriptions for a chain of pharmacies and acting as their local “computer tech” traveling between sites daily. It was during these pivotal years that I understood two things quickly:

#1 — Health is the most important factor in life

#2 — Don’t live with regret

I saw too many people in their teens and early 20s addicted to pain RX for old injuries, men and women who had 10–20 different pills to take just to feel “normal” — whatever that means.

I vowed to never get to that point, and right now at age 33 i’ve done a pretty darn good job of it.

The true take away though is what I learned from visiting retirement and convalescent homes. That is,

REGRET

Don’t have any…I can’t begin to tell you how many conversations i’ve had with elderly folks desperately wanting to have someone listen to them. To be recognized as a human being and not a client. Out of the daily visits, it was a constant reminder that when you’re 90 years old and looking back at your life the worst thing to have are regrets…

Of not taking a chance on you

Leap of faith, failure or succeed

I.T, Career Path, Self Discovery

After finishing college, I was set on moving forward with law school — at least that’s what I thought. I quickly learned after engaging with a few lawyers and listening to their stories and lives unfold that perhaps being a lawyer wasn’t really for me.

Now I could go on and on about the rest of my life but that’s neither here nor there. Instead what I wish to share with you is this.

What someone else wants you to become is not who YOU want to become. It’s not your dream it’s theirs, regardless of the good willed intention.

What is your dream?

Blossoming of the soul doesn’t happen when you’re born, it’s only through living life and experiencing ups and downs when you truly start to form your own growth path. I spent the past 7 years of my life growing through a prosperous career in information technology and the semiconductor world. I left all of that last year because that’s not what made me happy.

It was still some part of me attempting to make my parents proud. The thing is, they are proud of me regardless of what i’m doing. They know that i’ve worked my butt off for years, it didn’t show until later on but they got it.

As an Asian American the one word that is absent from our vocabulary is

L.O.V.E (Living Organic Value Expressed)

I wished and hoped that one day I would know what those words would feel like, not from a significant other (whom I love with all my heart) but from the two who gave birth to me.

I waited for years and in the last 3 years they’ve finally grown accustomed and naturally use the words,

“I love you”

It was at that time when I learned and accepted to die to my old self, the person I was trying to become for them.

My parent’s will always be there for me, I know this. It’s with that gratitude that I can slowly begin to nurture my decision to leave the corporate realm of 5am-11pm, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. I still work those hours, but it’s doing what I love to make an impact on the world and not for a pay check.


Has it been hard?

YES

Do I often doubt myself?

YES

Am I scared?

YES

What are you going to do?

KEEP

GOING

With Love and Strength,

David Lee


Entry #1 of my life project journal

These are daily journals that I will upload, uncut, to document my journey of leaving a “well paying and safe job” working in information technology to pursue my dream.

No promos, no sponsors, just a regular guy working everyday to make his dream into a reality.

Have you been looking for a iPhone or mobile phone gimble for your YouTube or vlogging videos? In this video I share with you my impressions of the Joby GorillaPod after 1 year.

Welcome to the channel and thank you SO MUCH for viewing! If you have any questions about using the gimble leave a comment and I’d love to support!

As always thanks again for taking a few minutes out of your packed day. Leave a thumbs up if you liked it, thumbs down if you didn’t and subscribe if you’re excited to see future content!

http://www.atdavidlee.com


Filmed on Canon 80D with 10-18mm

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
2015 iMac 27″ 5k | 3.2Ghz i5, 32GB RAM, Radeon R390, 1TB Fusion

Thursday, March 9th 2017:
I was offered an opportunity to teach a yoga class in collaboration with Wholefoods, however things don’t turn out the way people expect. I never have expectations for things, that i’ve learned instead is to be grateful for the opportunity and do my best every single time.

What thoughts and goals do you always have expectations of? Can you let some of them go in order to see them for what they are?


Majority of footage with iPhone 7 Plus and Lumix G7K in 4K

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config

Hey hey YouTube friends! So happy you stopped by! I know you’re curious as to what the BEST and possibly the ONLY camera you need when starting YouTube is right?

Well in this video I give my own impressions on which camera won’t break your bank AND you already own it =)

Compare These 3 Vids!

iPhone 7 Plus + G7K – First Vid

Canon G7X + iPhone 7 Plus – Second Vid

iPhone 7 Plus – Last Vid


Filmed on Canon 80D | 10-18mm

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Apple Systems:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config
2015 iMac 27″ 5k | 3.2Ghz i5, 32GB RAM, Radeon R390, 1TB Fusion

Here’s the list of my PC hardware:
Acer x34 Predator — http://amzn.to/2miZAZ4
Z170 EVGA FTW — http://amzn.to/2lca8Eq
Intel Core i5 6600k — http://amzn.to/2lbTUeC
G.Skill Trident Z DDR4-3200 16×2=32GB RAM — http://amzn.to/2lccjrz
EVGA GTX 980Ti FTW — http://amzn.to/2mxSYCa
Samung 950 Pro NVMe 256GB — http://amzn.to/2mxUAfg
Samsung 850 Evo 1TB — http://amzn.to/2lcj90a
Kingston KC300 480GB x2 in RAID 0 — http://amzn.to/2lHYzsj
Razer Deathadder Chroma — http://amzn.to/2lXaNhA
Razer Blackwidow X — http://amzn.to/2lX0Twm

Wednesday, March 8th 2017:
I was a sports park going for a walk and noticed how naturally happy the children were. Playing soccer, throwing baseballs, living life without judgement. I think we can all learn from that. As we grow older we forget what it’s like to enjoy life.

We spend more time trying to make a living, not making a life for ourselves or our loved ones.


Majority of footage with Lumix G7K and iPhone 7 Plus in 4K

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config

Tuesday, March 7th 2017:
It’s not easy being on your own, well I mean when you’re making a life from a passion. In the beginning these vlogs started as a way to express the viewpoints of my previous videos through a new medium (video). As I continued the vlogs have become my daily journal so that when I look back at 365 days of vlogging I can see the growth i’ve made.

The only way to manifest what my heart is calling me to do is to stay consistent.


Filmed with iPhone 7 Plus & Lumix G7K

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config

Monday, March 6th 2017:
It’s scary when life throws you a curve ball. You don’t know how to respond – what to say, what to think, what to feel. All you know is something isn’t settling right.

Do you go back to isolated patterns or do you fight? Not in a violent way, but with courage enough to speak your truth and to believe in something close to your heart…


Shot with iPhone 7 Plus and Lumix G7K in 4K

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GorillaPod SLR Zoom – http://amzn.to/2mgdGcA
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config

 

Sunday, March 5th 2017:
We always here about motivation and why it’s needed. True, motivation is needed but it’s something that you need to practice everyday until you don’t need it.

When you can devote your life to someone or something, that in itself is all you need to stay true to your path.


Filmed with iPhone 7 Plus and Lumix G7K in 4K

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config

 

Friday, March 3rd 2017:
Reflecting on why I left my job last year always brings two emotions.

#1 – Doubt
#2 – Peace

It can be confusing (A LOT) but one thing that has always supported me and brought me success is to put in hard work and try everything. You never know until you try, but when you decide to not work for another person’s dream and spend your days, weeks, months and years on your own – the worst thing you can do is quit.

http://www.atdavidlee.com


Majority of footage with Canon G7X and iPhone 7 Plus

Current Camera Gear:
Canon 80D — http://amzn.to/2miYMDy
Panasonic Lumix G7K — http://amzn.to/2lckHaJ
Canon Powershot G7X – http://amzn.to/2ks4C3n
Manfrotto Compact Action Tripod – http://amzn.to/2kmWpeh
Joby GripTight GorillaPod Stand – http://amzn.to/2k3u4gY

Lenses:
Canon 10-18mm EF-S f/4.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2my3DwF
Canon 18-55mm EF-S f/3.5-5.6 IS STM — http://amzn.to/2myb6Mn
Canon 55-250mm EF-S f/4.0-5.6 IS — http://amzn.to/2miMIlJ
Canon 24mm EF-S f/2.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2miYtZG
Canon 50mm EF f/1.8 STM — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 25mm f/1.7 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2my1123
Panasonic Lumix G Lens 14-42mm f/3.5-5.6 ASPH Micro 4/3 — http://amzn.to/2lHUT9L


Editing Software/Design:
Canva.com for thumbnails
Final Cut Pro X – 100% of vlogs
Adobe After Effects CC
Adobe Premiere Pro CC

Edited on:
Macbook Pro 13″, 2016 w/o Touch Bar | Base Config